Black mood

Mummy has been very grumpy since November. Mixture of things. Worried about the boys mainly and their speaking. New job and juggling more fixed hours with new childcare and different pickups. The early mornings dont help. Boys now doing so well and for 2 weeks have begun to try to say words James has ball,nose, bear,baby, dada, uddle, ara, mumum, ellow, sausages and bottom. Toby less keen to perform but has said two, bbb, ppp bubbles and lots mumumum. Parents evening today and they think Toby is really artistic. Lara doing great at phonics and her best friends are Alisha, Charlie and Gracie. Charlie is not coming to her party because she speaks spanish and Lara says you can only go if you speak only English. Survived a weekend with Lara in London with Callum and Steph and this weekend we are going on a big adventure to Glasgow on the train. Last week Craig and me and Callum and steph ran/ crawled up Tower 42 -920 steps for Shelter. Thought I was gointo have a respiratory arrest